Time; this is my deepest desire.

I hope you all enjoy this blog. It is indeed thee deepest desire in my heart. Soon, I will be posting the other deepest desire in my heart. It will be a writing that is for my children.

So for all the woman, it's okay to want this. And for men, we're still out there.




Time

Her deepest desire flows thick through her veins, reaching each part of her body.
Her other desires? Yes!, they are of great importance.
But they are nothing like this one. 
This desire hits the core of her being, her heart.
I guess the feeling's all over her body that come from this desire makes sense when i day it flows thick through her veins.
It's kind of like a tree and the wind...

A tree just standing tall looks rather interesting...

And the wind, we all recognize its existence...

But when the two become one, it's a beautiful collision.
It's as though the wind makes the tree come alive and the tree makes the wind noticeable. 
Alone they can survive, but together their purpose is so prevalent and seen, it makes you wonder why they were ever apart...

If you haven't grasped this concept yet, allow me to help you.

Everyday she longs to be united with her husband.
It is not like she can't survive without him...
Because she can.
But she knows that part of her purpose in life is to love and serve him. 
That when they are made one through covenant, it will be as though they were never supposed to be apart.

Oh how she longs to match this desire flowing thick through her veins to the face of a lovely man whose heart she already loves..

27 years: it's more than possible.

This blog is unlike any other blog. I actually will do barely any of the writing. What I am going to share with you is a poem my daddy wrote my mommy yesterday for their 27 years of marriage. Here goes it!! :]]

"27 years since you've held that bouquet 
Praying my words would come out okayThen you appeared from the hidden hallwayJust 27 years ago, this very day. 

Twas 27 years rang "here comes the bride"My breath taken away with every strideAnnouncing aloud what couldn't be deniedJust 27 years since you stood by my side. 
27 years since I stood before you
Proclaiming my love would carry us through
Carefully following the ministers cue
27 years since I said "I do"
27 years ago I gave my life
Promising care, through all times of strife
Two became one as husband and wife
From 27 years through eternal life
For 27 years a new life's been sought
One day at a time as new life's been brought
Teaching and finding just how to be taught
Now 27 years we've learned a lot
For 27 years there's one thing that's true
My passion and love has been just for you
Five children created in live between two
For 27 years from the words "I do"
For 27 sweet years our love's set the pace
Each day as we're held in each others embrace
Never to release through trials we face
27 sweet years can be seen on our face
27 strong years weren't built on sand
But a firm foundation brought forth by one Man
Others can see but don't understand
After 27 years I keep holding your hand
27 years have been lived day by day
Supporting each other in every way
I'd do it again if only you'll say
For 27 more years I'll hold that bouquet. ~Don Mathews
Happy Anniversary Sweetheart!
It's so easy being who I am having you as my wife. I LOVE YOU!!!!"

The deepest desire of my heart is two have a marriage just like the two that the good Lord used to create me, my mommy and Daddy. People ask all the time what I want to do in life, what are my goals...I tell them I love dancing and music and just the arts in general. But what my heart longs for most is to be in that covenant relationship of marriage and to have a man of God just like my daddy and to be the virtuous woman just like my mommy. To be a woman who is known to love her husband and submissive to his heart and a mother that brought her children up in the ways of the Lord. I want nothing more than that.

I was not going to share one of my writings I did recently because of how personal it is. But I feel Holy Spirit telling me to do so. In a few days I will be posting another blog about my heart's true desire. And when I do, I pray that the hearts of woman, both young and old, will be opened up know this type of marriage and life is still possible. And for the men, that you all would see that there are still woman like this out in the world that long to serve and love your heart, you just have to find us and chase after us.

So with that, Happy Anniversary to the two who became one and showed a woman from the time of birth, what a marriage and home should look like. love you mommy and daddy!!!!!!!!!

Reality of the Blind

Here is another one for all of you. :]] love you so very much!!


Reality of the Blind

To the world, she seems oblivious.
She's that girl who cannot see where she's going.
I guess you could call it blind.
Blind.

It's funny though, because people normally, mostly, see the outward.
Yet they neglect the inward...
So whose blind?....

On the inward, there is raging emotions being tossed to and fro like the leaves on an autumn's day.
On the inward, there is a world of dream's and destinations, waiting to be unleashed.
On the inward, she feels and see's the hearts of people and not all are easy to see.
But is that not the beauty of it?
Gazing at and feeling a hurt heart, comforting it in the ways needed.
Loving the Hell out of a heart so the can be free to......
BE.


So in reality, who is the actual blind?...